In need of a refurb...

I have been inspired by my sister... this blog is in need of some serious updating, considering it hasn't kept up with the changes of my life it's time my blog caught up with me.

Today was awful. My manager told me that my vacation request to have Christmas off was rejected after she had told me she would give it to me and I could take it off... to add salt to the wound she told me in front of a co-worker who struggles to show kindness to others so that when my manager left and I was bummed my co-worker took advantage to make a few snarky comments to kick me while I was down.

After the blow of bad news the day progressively got worse and I continually fell behind in my charting at work. By 6pm I had a Dr. mad at me, I was almost in tears and had an hours worth of charting and no time to do it. I didn't leave work until 2020 tonight. I am so over it. Why am I a nurse?? My patients appreciate me, but I am an idiot. I can't keep up with any of the orders and have such a hard time keeping my patients straight. When will work ever come naturally?? Everyday is so stressful. Maybe I should've gone into working at a grocery store. Being a checker has always looked fun to me... interact with people, scan food items all day long. No worries, no deadlines, just keep the line moving and I hear they make decent money. Maybe I'll retire from healthcare and join the grocery industry. I'll get back to you when I make a decision...